ok, so I know that I probably shouldn’t be watching a show about a women my age with a dead father and who is newly diagnosed with cancer. But I am.
And I know I don’t have cancer. I have a tumor and I have to have a lumpectomy. But it’s not cancer. There will be no need for chemo or radiation. The surgery will be easy and only needs two days off work. And it’s not cancer.
I should be sleeping with the help of meds but I’m awake. Thinking about surgery and relationships and intimacy and The Future. One more episode and then I’ll do the sleep thing.